心中的... 遗憾.

今天心情乱糟糟，很不专心的在读书...

想写中文，这样才能让我表达自己的情绪.. 毕竟我是一个从小受中文教育长大的小孩.. =)

心情很乱，因为心里在想事情

想一些自己很后悔又很遗憾的事情..

为什么自己当时不做那样的决定呢?

为什么不勇敢一点踏出那一步呢?

可能现在就不会那么遗憾了...

其实遗憾能杀死一个人

当一个人一直活在遗憾当中，他会忘记自己正在走另一条路

忘记自己不属于那个遗憾，甚至开始想要时光倒流，去填补那份遗憾...

我现在就很想要时光倒流...

流回去当我们初识的那些时光，流到我们有分歧之前

也许我可以挽回那段分歧，那现在大家就不会那么形同陌路了....

至少留住一个谈得来的朋友..

因为很重视他，所以想要挽留他..

我承认自己不是一个可爱的女孩，而且没有自信，又不坦率..

很感谢身边的朋友不断给我鼓励，你们真的太好了!! 没有了你们我该怎么活啊~~

身边朋友大都是女性

曾经那位很谈得来的异性朋友

他让我学会了很多事情，学会了用另一个角度去看待身边的事物

可能我们不是来自同一个世界的人，最后各自默默走远..

但心中总盼望着能再和他聊开，盼望他能再次对我敞开心扉..

其实我舍不得他离我而去丫~~~

不知能不能找到另一个，能和我聊这么多，教我这么多，让我心甘情愿被他捉弄的人..

应该没有这么幸运再遇到下一个吧?

想问你听见我心里的呐喊吗?

PeiWei's early Birthday Celebration

should have start study for test now.... finals coming.. T.T

hmm.. nvm.. still have time.. lets blog 1st~~ =)

two pretty girl that I've dated❤yanbei&peiwei❤so happy met with them❤

last sunday went out with yanbei and peiwei, to celebrate peiwei birthday.. actually was the early celebration for her birthday~

after two and a half years we graduated from high school, she still keep her 'good name' of "miss mo" very well~~~ means doing things very slow.. hahaha...

that day she told us that she almost done preparing and going to start her car dy, but after one hour.... she still saying the same sentence and havent started the car.... I was like 'lol, I almost reach dy lo' hahaha...

we meet at kepong jusco, dunno why yanbei chose this place.. its like nothing to eat and shop around here.. =(

hmm... at the end we went to grab some food in kenny rogers (if I not mistaken) and some cakes in secret recipe.. aiks.. not enough time for us to get her present~ sorry :p

ordered three pieces of cakes, since we cant finish one whole cake also..

these photos are abit blur.. but nvm I loved it~!!❤❤ photos with our cakes~~

me, peiwei & yanbei

lastly, photo of three of us!! hehe love this picta so much~~!!❤❤❤

huhu... finish post~~~ guess its time for me to go back study~~ tata~ ^^

Carnival Day @ Taman Botani, Putrajaya

❤lalala~~ carnival day!!! ^^

this one was held by Kurnia Company @ taman botani..

and mummy brought us there to have a look~ ;p

phew.. so tired now...

lets the photos tell story~ ^^

mummy's friends @ Kurnia.. they're cute and funny.. =)

one of the funny games: riding on a cow~~ and when you ride on it, the cow keep swinging up and down and purposely make you to fall..
those people were so brave!! I saw a kid riding it too!!! wow~

and I saw a cutie kid playing snake games.. she is a pretty girl~~

actually daddy was meant to shoot us with the cow, obviously this has failed, cant tell what was that behind us...

hahaha.... nex time let me shoot for you bah :p

before we leave the carnival, me and my sis saw people making tattoo(fake one)~~

so we go and make one on our face, hahaha...

we have same butterfly but on different side of our face❤❤❤

yuhooo~~ time to sleep~~

havent start study for final >.< OMG! not enough time to study!!!!

hope I wont fail in my final exam =(

20110521

OMG... finally finish with my assignments and exams this week~~~

I LOVE FRIDAY!! coz I can go grab nice food in pasar malam, and also friday is my only holiday in a week! coz when it comes to saturday and sunday, I maybe need to prepare for exams and assignment for next week again... Works never END!!!!!!!! >.< pity me!

actually my eyes is half close now with my brain loading very slow, can merely fall asleep in anytime.. :p

yay.. relieve from the assignments stress finally!! I wan CHAT TIME so badly~!! for compensate myself the whole week of hardworking... but din get to have it... =(

haiz... this few cups was had in last week... but not so nice also >x< taste weird...

din take much photo this week coz busy doing assignment.. sad =(

lastly are photos with one dress I tried... and I only TRY it but din get to BUY it~~!!!! argh!! T.T sad till the MAX!! anyway I maybe not wearing it to coll also even if I buy it.. not my dress style.. :p

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quite love it but thought of my style den....... hmmm...... lets forget about it..

nvm, I'll buy something to compensate myself soon :pp

20110517

suffering assignments weeks T.T

guess I can't enter any blogs in this week dy.. sad......

wait for my new post next week ya~~❤

MinYee back from Singapore!

ooh yeah~~~!! finish my assignment for this week~~!!!!

muahahahahaha~!! xD

finally I can update my blog... its been one week din update dy~ sad die T.T

had dinner with MinYee again~~ this time went with Dearest Fang and WenQian also~~~❤❤

we date on monday and I told them my class finish at 6pm, omg! I wasn't realise it was finish at 4pm.. lol.... hahaha

when I realise, I desperately call to MinYee to confirm what time they meet up.. and luckily they meet up at 4pm~~ pheww...

MinYee said she'll go fetch Fang at LRT station at 4pm, so I ask her to fetch me before go to LRT coz I dowan to wait alone at pyramid>.<

and when we reach to the station, Fang is LATE AGAIN~~!!!!!

she was just to buy LRT ticket at that time! and she said she'll reach half hour later~!! OMG..

such unpunctual! and she asked MinYee to wait for her at the station.... pity MinYee.. nvm, I'll scold her if she dare to come late next time~ :p

the moment waiting for dinner time, we pass by ChatTime and I just can't control myself to buy one~ haha~

I had a new flavour❤Uji Matcha Milk Tea❤

and ordered a❤Honey Lemon Aloe❤for MinYee

always order that one I've tried before for her :p coz I worry if I ordered the not nice one.. haha

the Uji Matcha that is real nice~~❤❤❤ I've no idea it is mix with red bean when I order, but this one matcha+redbean drinks is nicer than the matcha+redbean smoothie that I had before~~ the smoothie one is too icy.. and I just dun like the red bean mix in it.. but when it mix in this Uji Matcha Milk Tea, I'M LOVIN IT~~!!

and we hang to gardens for dinner~^^ their service is good and their foods are not too expensive compare to their competitor FULL HOUSE!!

and.. we start camwhoring everywhere in there, since they have furnished with such a good environment ^^

left--right❤Fang posing sexy, Me and mash potato, MinYee and black pepper chicken, WenQian posing with cupboard❤

Fang & WenQian sit at the left side, MinYee and I sit at the right side❤

the lovely piano~~!! and I've asked the permission from the waiter to photoshot with the piano^^

nice pretending playing piano (actually none of us know how to play it :p)

OOPS!! only me dunno how to play, paiseh paiseh.. :p

not miss out the small garden decoration at the front door~!! hahaha.. beh paiseh ar~

huhuu.... byebye gardens.. byeye MinYee... she gonna fly back to Singapore for events again T.T

phew.... spend so much time on editing those photos..

and look at the time now! its already 3am~!!!! OMG! tml have early morning class... dun be late again>.<

huhuu.. go to sleep luu~ tata~ ^^

Happy Mother's Day @ Hokkaido Ichiban

you must be curious.. didn't I told you that we're going to have dinner at 蓬莱茶房? how come change the plan to Japanese cuisine dy?

haiz...... the long story.... or.... should say the long queue of 蓬莱茶房 just scared us away~~ the waiter said we need to wait for at least 20mins for seating... lol =.=

I thought only our family used to have dinner at 9pm... haha~ now only I realise many people used to have dinner at 9pm oso.... lol...

and it looks crowded in the restaurant too (maybe becoz every seats near to each other>.<), so I asked mummy if she likes Japanese foods, and she said: I'm okay with any foods, but Japanese foods not very expensive meh?

so I expect she likes Japanese foods also, and thus we change our plan to Hokkaido Ichiban~ ^^

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wonder why I crapz so long... lets enter the main point~ ^^

mine❤unatama don

the unagi not very nice actually, it have some thorn inside.. err i mean fishbone... errrr.... aiya... in short it makes my tongue painful>.<

my friend recommended the RM30 unagi don and said it is really nice, but since I've not much money so I ordered the unatama don and think they should be nice also (same unagi also maaaaaa) haiz... 1st regret T.T

mummy and brother share❤mini udon to chicken katsu don gozen

this small little gozen takes me Rm36 T.T but nvm, mummy likes it~❤

I've tried the chicken katsu, hmm... how to say... it is not what I expected... maybe becoz the oily feels of the chicken or what.. I dunno...

but mummy likes the chawanmushi, she said it is really soft and smooth~~^^

❤salmon salada maki❤

this is the best food I had today^^ the salmon fit just nice with the vege, and dip with sauce...... FYI!! nice~~!!

❤spider maki❤

my lovely soft shell crab~~!!!!!

lovely mummy~~ din get to take photos with her since that is fine dining restaurant, dun dare to do such things in there>.< sad max~!!!

outfit of the day~ this is one of my❤favourite❤outfit recently~ :p

hmm... want to know my feedback on the foods of the restaurant?

first, the foods was so so.. guess it is not better than Senjyu I went last time, but it is much expensive than that...

second, it doesn't serve much choices of sushi, I mean the special design sushi not the usual toro or salmon sushi... >.<

third, and this is the worst!!!! all the server grown their eyes on top of their head!!!!!!!!!! I feels like they treat us as air~!!! we asked for bill for like 3times? or 5times? I dont rmb, but after they came and we asked for bill, they just walked away and didn't sent anything~!!!! they did this like 3times you know~!! I've talked to 3 different server and they still sending nothing!!!!! holy crapz~~!!!

dun expect my next presence in this restaurant~ >x<

although the restaurant was not under my expectation.. but still, my lovely mom is happy~~

I'm not the kind of people can easily tell love from my mouth, but I Love You, Mummy~!!!

Mother's Day (preface)

well... today is mother's day...

happy mother's day to my dearest mummy❤❤

plan to bring her out for dinner later~ hehe^^

initially I was plan to buy her the Thompson Liverine (dunno whether it help for Hepatitis B)

but since it requires to take 3tablets per day, I was thinking: who can rmb exactly to take the capsule three times everyday?? O.O honestly I cant make it... haha... maybe I'll force myself to take the capsule in the first two three days, but after a week.............. I think I'll lost it in elsewhere, haha~

to be reality, feed mummy with some nice food is the 2nd best choice~~

dinner time: 8pm

lucky restaurant: 蓬莱茶房 (heard the foods there very nice)

hehe.. I'll post all the photos once I back from there~~ x)

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share my lovely❤❤Chat Time to you while waiting for the dinner~~❤❤

have been cravings for it these days~~~

❤Grass Jelly with Fresh Milk❤

the taste was not bad, but the grass jelly was too much!! and I ordered the LARGE one~!!! OMG! dunno why I did that.. dont dare to order the large size anymore >x<

my stomach filled with grass jelly after drinking quarter of it!!! awwwwwwww~~ regret of ordering the large one~!!

❤Strawberry Smoothie❤

this one was the best strawberry smoothie I ever had~!!

some strawberry pieces added in the mixing, and also some small ices that din't blended into smoothie~~ every taste filled with smoothie+ices+strawberry pieces!!!

love it sooooooooo much~~!!! MUST TRY (try another flavour if you dont like strawberry^^)

and this was the ❤Pearl Milk Tea❤ I ordered for MinYee~~

have fun outing with her but sooooooooo regret din get to take photos with her due to my laziness and tiredness after exam >.< feels so regret now~!!!!! how stupid am I~!!!

MUST go out with her again on monday~!!!!

My First Earning from Nuffnang~!!

I cant take this anymore~~!!!!!!!!!! >.<

it was like I din blog for half year.. feel so sorry for the blog....

everytime when I login to my blog, the first thing that I usually do is to check the nuffnang, to see whether I've earned any coins ^^

and guess what.. I've my first RM0.80 today when I login~!!!!

although it is just some coins, but it means alot to me~!! so happy to have it, thx to Nuffnang~!! thx to everyone whoever clicked the ads too~~ ^^

I was too excited and thought it was a dream or maybe the system error (coz my cousin sista get less than me even though she blogs earlier than me>.<) and I tried login and logout for many times to confirm it xD

like an idiot~ hahahahaha

hahaha~ now just wait for it to increase~ >v<

hmm.... talking abt 'I cant take this anymore', it actually remind me of a games machine that I played in Genting.

it have a soft plate stick on the machine for players to punch on it and to flip it, and the game was like a story..

you may choose a character that you prefer, and the story start with the character having stressing life, what you need to do is to punch the plate on the machine, and it reflects the character in the story punch the table.. but beware!! you can only punch it when the other characters not looking at you.. and at the end of the game, you need to flip the plate upside down using all your force, and the character in the story will keep yelling 'I can't take this anymore!!!!!!'

ewww... my expression skill is bad, sorry if I not describe well about the game.. hehe..

you may get a chance to try it out when you feel boring at Genting, or you may come with me next time~ ^^

guess this is the most interesting game I can found among all and you can earn tickets faster than the others, I exchanged JAY head figure with all those tickets that I've earned~~

❤八度空间 JAY ❤ will collect all 5 soon~~~

tried roasted milk tea for compensate my hard work these days~~

its time to go back study again~~ tata^^

WHAT IS THIS!!!

GOD~!! are u kidding me?

the final exam timetables are sucks~!!!!!

07-06-2011 management accounting

09-06-2011 financial accounting

17-06-2011 investment portfolio management | corporate law

I was praying so hard for not clashing day in this time, please tell me this is a joke~!!

我接受唔到咯~!!!

last sem timetable was clash also the first day, end up I got one distinction, and one nearly FAIL!!!

this sem T.T please CHANGE it~~!!!!!!!!! I duwan to fail both~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!